My hope in 2012

A year past, it's 2012 now.
Last year I've been through a lot of life struggle, and made a lot of difficult choices.
I was confused, were I do the correct choices for my life?
It's not supposed to be like that.
I still have a lot of thing to do, even though all can not be finish at one time.
But all the thing I don't want to do, it's going to happening.



Like commitment, marriage, child...I didn't understand why they all came so fast.
It's not in my blue print for life .
I never thought about married with someone else, even though my Mr.right suppose be Matt.
OK, I got married in last Oct.24. Yes, the guy I married is Matt, and I'm pregnant.
I never could imagine that I would be a mother.
It was terrified me.
when I know I have a little baby in my body. I've shocked at that moment. Its feel like that I was freezed.
Although it past through a few months, I still can't believe it.


Anyway, I'm going to have a baby 3 months later.
The only thing I hope is no matter what happen, I still can get my life back as usual. This is my hope in 2012.