I make a chose

I'd very depressed yesterday, and I finally made a chose .
That was I choose did not hung out with them, do I so stupid?
I don't care about them any more.

I'm coming here to do my work, not come here to make friends.
When I thought about that, my feeling is getting better.
If she really want to be a boss, then I'll let her do it.
Oh, I'm tring to find a job, even though I havn't get any chance to go to the interview, but I'm not afraid.
I'm tried to face it by positive way but nagtive.
That make me feel better.

A friend told me, there is no trully friends, so don't feel depress when you're getting to discouragement.
I think she is right. I've never had a turrly friend, why I'm feel so miserable, right?

Last Sunday, I went to see a movie "Julie & Julia" with my friend.
When Julia was planning to follow Julie's recipes and made something deffierent.
I was inspired by her spirits. She's really hard to be different.
I hope that I have courage as her, I have to let my furture get some diferent.
But where do I start? It's a good question, I believe I would find it.