I don't know why I am so depress, I wonder if I really need to have some connection with others?
These a couple days I realized that I could live without friend, I think it's because i don't really have a truly friend, though.
Last saturday I went to see the movie "The proposal" with my high school mate, Chen. She askd me why I didn't close with Lydia recently, did we have some problem? I couldn't answer, because I didn't know how to define relationship bwteen Lydia and I. I've just know she didn't connect with me almost a month, and I didn't know why. However, I don't to connect her first, it's because I'm not kind of posstive person, and she always call me first.
No matter what happen to us, I really don't want to care about this. If we really not close as before, I won't regrat for it. I know she's already not consideration that I were her best friend. so,why I should be worry, I suppose care more about other thing but her. I have to adjust my attitute. Yes, I must do that!
